Through the eyes of Sunil

Prologue: I wrote this poem initially, before writing ' you-can't-just-walk-away '. For some reason, I decided not to publish it as it is. So modified the whole subject and changed most of the lines.. Anyway I have finally made up my mind to publish this... I know that it's a very strong subject and I never meant to hurt anyone. I know that I can never feel the real feelings of a woman expressed in this poem. I just want to say - Yes, life is unfair at times, but most of the times it does gives us back what we have lost... With that positive note, now you can proceed...   It was that day when I came to know, my face turned pink with some unusual glow… The day that made me feel so special, the nature around started some lovely carol… Yes, I was carrying someone within me, it didn’t really matter it was he or she… All I knew that our lives will change, maybe it already has, which isn’t strange… I was eagerly waiting for the arrival , as we prepared to welcome our angel… ...

courtesy friends18.com When you think you’re almost there, at the very moment near the finishing line… Someone goes past you, coming from nowhere! ...it happens… When you know that you’ve done well, and have given your best in every level… Still, the outcome lets you down! ...it happens… When you believe that it’s gonna be fine, with utmost faith in yourself & almighty god… Everything goes wrong in just matter of seconds! ...it happens… When you see your life heading the right way, with every bits & pieces in the right place… You stumble and fall all the way down! It happens… When you are happy for all the good reasons, not aware of what lies ahead across the lane… Sadness replaces the smile with heavy tears! It happens… ... ... No matter what happens, it's just the matter of time, the good things do come back... Hopes may go down, dreams may shatter It happens..  but only to make way for the new ones. P.S: I know it's a bad poem... or may be it's not even a rhyme! ...

Gone were those days, when we had less time to worry and more time for everything else! when we had no responsibilities and could completely rely on our family… Gone were those days, when going to school was a priority and exams were the only enemy! when friends were our world and teachers were our guardians… Gone were those days, when even the schedule had time for play and two months of yearly break! when festivals, holidays and even weekends were never working days! Gone were those days, when mistakes were corrected  and fights were forgotten! when innocence took over grudge and love over hatred... Gone were those days, when truth was spoken without fear and lies that never hurt... when life was a fairy tale and thoughts had no bounds! Gone were those days, when wounds were on the knees and not in the heart... when beauty lied in character and not in status! We never understood fully why people said its the golden period... How we wish to get back those days the days of pure inn...

courtesy  myniceprofile.com It was that day when I came to know, my face turned pink with some unusual glow… The day that made me feel so special, the nature around started some lovely carol… Yes, he is in love with me, it didn’t really matter what others' take would be... All I know is that our lives would change, maybe it already has, which isn’t strange… As days passed by, I developed a strong bond, to every feeling of mine, he did respond… It wasn’t visible from the outside, as our souls started playing from inside…  I was waiting for those beautiful moments, as we prepared to tell our respective in laws… I started dreaming being his lovely wedded wife,  a wonderful gift to become his better half for life… I woke up that day, by far the worst day of my life ever, I saw his message that said 'everything between us is now over'... I thought this could be my illusion, but it wasn't, his responses were none… My worst nightmares turned real, how I wished it to be unreal…...

It started long back, a sweet feeling inside... Which wasn’t so clear, but now it is. Oh! I’m so glad… We knew each other, so well and so near… Even in the silence, we could read our minds for real… I gave you some clues, through which you read my mind… You gave back some clues, but I couldn’t actually find… We didn’t meet so often, except a couple of times… But, it was very special, memorable for whole lifetime… I realized how important you are, to me… My life would be null and useless without thee…. I fell into your words, to those sparkling eyes… to your wonderful character and those lovely smiles… I decided not to tell my feelings, rather make you realize… You knew all my tricks, but wanted it to be a surprise… Then came that magical moment, which god had designed… We both started exchanging the state of our minds… My heart stopped, during that split seconds of gap.. And then… And then I was on cloud 9… … World looked so beautiful and changed t...

(My first poem… Copy rights reserved ;) ) I met a gal during those days of my college… Soon we became close without our knowledge… Days, weeks passed and then the months… Our friendship grew and so the story begins... I realized then I am having a crush… But my heart said - don’t be in a rush… Meanwhile, college was over I felt really sad… Coz, we can’t meet so often, that’s too bad… We promised each other, to be in touch… This made me smile - even in a moment as such… We kept our promise as the time flew by… Through calls, chats, mails - and the meetings nearby… My mind said 'no' and my heart said 'yes'… She is the one, but I couldn’t confess… Yes, I am in love and she’s my princess but, am I her prince? I was clueless... And then arrived the big day of my life… I told her my feelings “will you be my wife”? She didn’t say yes, nor did she refuse… She was surprised - and, I was confused… And then she agreed, with her lovely cheeky smile… I was so...